A year of Lilly...

Eating Birthday Cake at Nana's house!

An Open Letter to my Daughter on Her 1st Birthday

Lilly,

Today is your first birthday. While you are too young to understand what we are celebrating, and will not have any recollections of this day, let me share what it means to me. One year and one day ago I had no idea what was about to come into my life. Sure, I understood a baby was coming, that my life would change, and that I would love you. What I didn't know was how it would change me. I knew how much I loved your mother, and that I would gladly do anything for her. She was, and is, my whole life. I never could have expected this new love. It fills me with the greatest joy and the greatest fear all at the same time. I did not expect this to be so strong, so total.
Everything I do is with you in mind. I constantly worry that you are happy, that you are content, and that you are safe and feel safe. If I can do it for you, then consider it done. And through this year it has made me a more compassionate, empathetic person to those around me. I feel that you have made me better. I learn from you each and every day.
You were a tiny helpless little thing when we brought you home. You are now our little girl, full of your own personality and more than a touch of attitude. While you still need us, you have an independent spirit that will serve you throughout your life. Keep being your own person and let no one change who you are. You are a smart, beautiful, and unique girl. I am so proud of you already.
While I love watching you grow, it saddens me that you are growing so fast. I don't mind so much when you want to play at 2 AM, to me that's more time without distraction that I get to spend with you. Each moment is a precious treasure that I never take for granted. No matter how big you get, you will always be my sweet baby girl. I love you so much I cannot describe it.

I promise to be always try and do best for you, even though I will make mistakes.
I promise to always be there for you, although I know at times I will be selfish.
I promise to always listen to you, although sometimes I may not hear what you are saying.
I promise to always try and be the best father I can.

Enjoy your birthday, and know that Daddy will always love you.

Happy Birthday, Lils!!

--
Peace,
Billy

Having a Drink with Grandpa

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